Sincerely Yours,

life
, adjective
–noun
1.
the condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaptation to environment through changes originating internally.
4.
a corresponding state, existence, or principle of existence conceived of as belonging to the soul: eternal life.
5.
the general or universal condition of human existence: Too bad, but life is like that.




What miracles and monstrosities can the human frame endure? What is the equation for the detachment of the soul from the body? Myself, having never experienced death, am found within the grasp of these questions.

For example: somewhere today there was a life taken by the event of an infant birthed. In another corner of the world there is a life dangling by a diseased thread. Medicine administered by doctors with the sometimes dim hope of healing. Cures being handed to some, while others receive death certificates. And who would you believe the lucky one?

I have had some experiences with bitterness (and recognize them as such). I have listened to the words of those who are cured of their disease and wondered bitterly; what about their X value is different?

It can not always be called right or easy or fair.

And yet, don't we all know, the values of the X's and Y's never truly matter. The only formula granted to the body is that of time.

Welcome to 2010. Two thousand and ten. Crazy. Remember when Y2K was a big deal? I hardly do, I was too young to really care other than I seem to remember everybody flipping out about the world coming to an end. All I can clearly remember is getting rear-ended on our way back from Discovery Zone in Kelsea's parents car after her birthday party. Waaaayyy more noteworthy than the world ending. But alas, here we are. Ten years later. And, things seem to be going smoothly for the most part.

I have been Mrs. Alexander for a little over a year now. So I guess I'm no longer embarrassed about my last journal entry raving about my almost engagement. It went through, and I couldn't be happier.

Lets see... a little history;

I quit IIL shortly after getting married and moving out of town, so that was in approximately February of 2009. I then tried my hand at waitressing at a german cuisine fine dining restaurant. Made great tips, had nice times, worked with friends. Worked there on weekends until June of 2009 when the restaurant closed for business. Boo. Then I spent the next month unemployed and not entirely concerned about it. My biggest goal was to begin school full-time (for I had been taking college classes part time through the duration) and think more seriously in that direction, when Adam and I discussed our desire to buy a house. Well, that changes everything. Shortly after that discussion I decided to dust of my resume and get to work. Applied a few places, no bites, not even a damn nibble. What the hell is wrong with these people, I ask? Then I go ONLINE of all resources, and find that the Sunshine Eye Clinic is hiring for receptionist position. Perfect. I prepare my resume, get dressed and go in. I picked up an application, apply for receptionist position, get an interview five minutes after submitting resume, and go home with happy thoughts. Roughly five days later I get a call back for a second interview. Yahoo. I go in and am firstly told that the receptionist position has been filled. Secondly I am told that they would like to consider me for the position of doctor's assistant, and am I interested? Well, hell yes. Upon further review (and third interview with the doctor) we all agree on terms and I begin my new adventure on August 3, 2009.

To present time, I am enjoying the hell out of my current position. I have future plans to attend the Heart's of America seminars the weekend of Valentine's Day in Kansas City.

Well, I guess that about sums it up. I'll catch up to you probably in another couple years.

Okay so you'll be seeing a lot of me I have a feeling. Work is painfully slow this time of year and, well, lets face it, the shit that I do have to do I just don't wanna. Sooooo with that being said, here I am.

Ugh..that man..right there... in my userpic... freakin' georgous. Love it! Aww Adam and I have been together 1 year and 9 months now and I still lust after him. We've had quite a few bumpy roads but I'm excited to say that we've blown right past them now :) Now I am going to share something with you guys that is very important... it seems strange to say but Adam and I are soon to be engaged. He hasn't proposed yet (and when he does what a surprise it'll be..haha) but we've been ring shopping several times (enough for him to know EXACTLY what to get me!) and I, of course, have the whole freakin' shebang planned. It may seem silly but I am super excited. Now what I have to look forward to the most is to be able to say WE'RE ENGAGED!!!! well, and trying on dresses...there is one thing I refuse to do without an engagement ring on my hand...

Anyway, I had to let you all know. Everyone else does. Every once in awhile I feel awfully silly talking about and planning a wedding when I haven't technically been "asked" but I figure since Adam has been planning it with me... he might have the same idea I do :P

Hi everyone! Well, I am in college now. That's right, you heard it here first. Krista is a college student! I'm going for my Associates of Arts degree right now and then I will head on to eventually capture my Master's of Business Administration (MBA) Yes, very excited.

So far I really like school. I'm in a retardo not-yet-counting-towards-my-degree math class and also in a public speaking class. Right now I'm still working full time so I'm only taking 6 hours. Hopefully next year I'll be able to do something a little different...woohoo!

What's new with you? :)

So, here I am guys. Miss me? I haven't been on this website in so long I had to have my password reset!

What's new with you? Pretty much nothing here. Adam and I are still fantasticly together and in love/lust/disputes/life. He's my favorite.

This Sunday is my first recital. My first recital I've helped put together. I'm very excited about my girls and how good they look. Especially doing my choreography. I think it's going to be fantastic.

I love being a dance teacher! :)

Anyway, I'm going to go ahead and post this now. I will probably add more to it as I am at work and it's a terribly slow day for me.

TTFN!

NEARLY TWO MONTHS!! What the crap?

Well, not that nothing has been going on since my vacation, it's just that it's all pretty much sucked. Maybe not sucked...I dunno. I've kind of lost my will to bitch and moan about stuff. That's pretty sad right? That I have gotten tired of griping.

It's just sick.

Well I hate Zachary's girlfriend!!!! That's new! She's a lying cunt face and I can't stand her for it. So, what, the lie was dumb as fuck...but she's SO busted. Think she'd fess up? No. I think the part that bothers me the most is that my brother is so "love struck" that he's like "Yeah, I wonder why she'd say that ('cause she's a LIAR!!!!), how weird."

WEIRD!??!?!

More like BITCH!

LYING BITCH!!!

:) I'm really an easy person to get along with, honestly. Just don't lie to me, don't call me a liar, and don't try and get ME in trouble when all I try to do is be your friend!! I've been pretty pathetic and mournful for friends lately but I'm not that desperate. Shit.

Anyway, peace and love and DON'T FORGET TO WRITE!

Oh, and I quit smoking 25 weeks, 2 days, 19 hours, 11 minutes, 29 seconds ago.

That's 3,555 cigarettes not smoked and $533.25 saved. :D

Well everything pretty much stinks right now :( Adam is gone for the next three weeks, I can't do 4th grade math, and all I want to do is stay at home and lay in bed! Depressed is such a strong word...but I am definitley not pleased.

Sigh :(

Our vacation was excellent. I couldn't have asked for a better time and I couldn't have asked for better company. It was relaxing and exciting and romantic and every freaking thing else!

I am so in love I can barely stand it. I can barely even write about it!

P.S. We enjoyed camping and slow walks on the beach. Go figure, right?

Well everybody I'm goin on vacation!! The heat is on and we're leaving in a couple of hours. What did I forget? Probably everything important! I wish you all a happy 9 days 'cause mine are going to be spent laying on the beach! Peace.

Well my vacation starts in a couple days and I wish I could say I were a little more excited about it.

Today I almost killed someone, or, I have never wanted to so badly in my life. Anthony's fiance, Cassidy Bitch, is a selfish, narrow-minded, cunt faced skank who needs to piss off and stay the hell away from me. Such a shame she's a part of my vacation. I hate her. She has everything she wants and nothing she doesn't. No job, no nothing. Anyhoo, the reason I almost killed her today is this... Adam has one pair of sunglasses that the whore can't seem to keep her fucking hands off of. Every time he forgets and leaves them at his parents house (where she stays with his brother) she takes them. Adam has looked her in the eyes and told her not to take them several times but she still steals them. Today we were over there and he was looking for them, after five minutes he realized that they had been taken again by Cassidy Bitch. After awhile she shows up and Adam asks her politely if he could have them back. After the 4th time he asked he finally followed her to her car and got them back. Later Luca was cleaning Adam's lenses with his shirt because they were really dirty and Cassidy Bitch smarts off "Adam's precious sun-glasses" with the nastiest look on her face.

I could have slit her throat.

And she's going on MY vacation.

sharkbaitsharkbaitsharkbait!!!!!!!! >=[ >=[!!!!!